I really dun understand.
Dun understand!

I wonder too much everytime.
I think too much everytime...
Damn! Why i always think too much ?!

I'm not the only frend.
~ has plenty.
But why, why must u hlp me soo much.
It may seem like nothing, but i cried kay?
I was only a frend..
I really dunno how to thank u.

It made me feel like.
There's someone out there who i can go to.

Reallly nid to wake up uh #@$#&%*!

Hols Day 6 (25/11)

So, Wen and Lyn stayed over night at my place.

And so, me and mum made breakfast.

Wen wanted hot dogs, but we were out of stock =x.

It was quite a healthy breakfast. I woke up earlier to prepare carrots and tomatoes.

Breakfast ~ Omelet + garlic bread + baked beans + tea!

We waited for ah kor to come back from his history paper.

And went to ta bao KFC~ It was my 2nd uncle's wife's birthday!

Wai po made porridge, which everyone liked ♥

And we started digging in the chickens!

And after tat...ofcuz cake ~~

Lunch ~ Porridge + KFC + Cake

And then we went back home without Wen and Lyn.

Came back to play maple!

Haha yeah~ i quitted for quite some time.

To waste time and fill in my time. I started playing, under Jay Jie's request.

So I'M BACK~! LOL.

Anyways nth much happened.

Back to maple ♥

Hols Day 5 (24/11)

Nothing much happened today.

Woke up at around... Alamak i forgot HAHA!

So i went our to buy white bread, and two of the shops here was out of stock -_-.

So i cycled to "Zao Chen" and ta bao mee + chicken wings.

And fried 3 crab sticks.

Breakfast ~ Mee + Chicken wings + Crab stick

And so, i watched tv, on computer and rot!

So i made some changes to ma blog..

As they say 旧的不去,新的不来~

I just erased everything online tat we had in common.

And just leave those memories in a folder named "Moving on"

After Ming came back from sch.

We went to Pizza Hut! Ehehe. So usual stuff, pizza, deli wings.

And after tat went to town to get some things done, and went to do a lil shopping with mom.

And ended up at Wai Po's =].

That is when i found something interesting...

Okay its not so clear. But its a SPIDER! O_O.

Big, black, yellow~~

Btw those are my fav sweet potato leaves ♥>

Lunch ~ Pizza Hut

After tat we went home, played with Parry, pluck some wild grass.

And went back to ma bb com!

I dled a score writer and started to mashup my 3 versions of 蒲公英的约定!

Uh so much to do...

Its a super nice song! Lurve it soooo muchhhh ♥.

你不知道的事..i found the score. Guess wat? 6 sharps !@#@%$^*

Siao i rather dun wan T_T.

And so we had dinner and i'm here writing tis post xD.

Dinner ~ Rice, chicken, fish, vege, seaweed soup

Well okay, wanna continue with my 蒲公英的约定!

Hols Day 4. (23/11)

Uh. Today is SPM 1st day, which is BM. Jy all xD.

Its a rather normal and boring day.

My flu still haven recover, in fact i was even coughing yesterday.

Feel so lazy to go out ~_~

So Wen is here in skamat for the week.

I wanted to go SG for the whole week (next week), but Wen will not be home all the time.

+ there ain't a lot of places i can go.

Besides Orchad, Sentosa, Kallang and malls, i'm gona rot there.

So i think i'll just stay at home to rot betta den rotting there =x =/.

Unless someone is willing to bring me around for the whole week~

Anyways i'm going there for a dinner next sunday.

Ha! ~> Look familiar? I washed it two days ago.

LOL. Guess wat was the colour tat came out when i squeeze it? BLACK O_O!

Not those really black black.

Its those dirty black black xD.

Get it?

Well its clean now xD.

I've been using it from CNY till now...

Never really took it off, unless needed.

So, currently trying to find some piano scores to work on besides my exam pieces.

Like 蒲公英的约定, some yiruma's songs.

Well, back to rotting again =].

Guess wat I've been doing tis few days =].

HAAAA CHEWWW! ~~~

Uhh. Seriously hate running nose T_T.

Anyways, went to KL on tues and weds. Sunway Pirami

d & 1 Utama.

Too bad we din't have enuff time to go ice-skating =x =/.

Well went bowling too haha xD! Got 1 strike only =x.

I bought a new jacket, which i didn't knew it was RM139 and its on a 40% discount.

Alamak, tio chuak -_-. So its RM83.40.

Well mom said its branded and will last long, so we went for it =].

Get it?

I really dun believe in "forever" anymore.

13/11/10 '10 6K class party aka '07 6M reunion.

Looking at their photos, seeing groups and groups of frends.

Asking them not to be separated. To be together forever.

There was one gal, :"我们是永远的朋友！"

I wished i didn't hear tat.

I cried. Yeah i did.

I was thinking, how could i? HOW COULD I?!

But i knew it was the right choice.

I dun care wat others think, i dun care how they see me.

I and me, accept me, reject me, i'm still me.

Yes, 3 years. Or maybe 2 years+

Thanks, for being there. Lending me an ear.

I suddenly thought. Am i just taking her as a replacement?

Honestly i dunno =].

And i dun wan to noe anymore.

I am happy now. Happy with my current frends.

Thanks for tis sentence. 你身边其实还有很多关心你的人.

It really touched me =], really it did.

It made me feel even stronger.

We played truth or dare.

And knew alot of secrets too haha. That the fun part =].

Well its late, better go sleep.

Uhh wait!

HA CHEW xD~!

请你为自己想一想，自己的安全还是逃避比较重要？

我不管你是不是我的朋友，即使你只是个同学，白痴才会让一个女生在晚上自己走去另一个地方。

不要我们陪就随便找另一个人！

为什么要这样？哪里可以酱抛弃他？他很可怜的咧！

是全都是我狠！

你逼我的啊！

要做坏人就做到底吧。真的不想再去烦恼了。

保护自己，别人受伤。还是保护别人，自己受伤？

我已经选择保护自己了。Do not expect ANYTHING from me.

已经害怕，如果给了机会。到头来还是同一件事情，我宁愿不要。不要再被伤。

除非，你可以100%肯定，这件事不可能发生。

不管什么选择，每个人都会被伤到，只是看深不深。

恨我，请你恨我。

我会比较好过一点。

我是我，在这种场合。我一定很吵。一定跟别人玩。

我知道你受不了。

可是我就是我。

你可以讲我是特地的，我无所谓。

最后还是这句话。Do not expect ANYTHING from me.