So many differences, so little things in common?
but i juz realized one thing in common..
its a bitter sweet moment
i guess no matter wat we choose to do
someone always get hurt
intentionally or unintentionally..
it doesn't matter whether our initial intentions were for the better good
i guess tis is life
there are no perfect ways when it comes to people
and the only thing tat determines whether any relationship still stick
whether its frendship or anything
its how much u care, how much u love the person..
4 years ago
i remember tat huge fight between me and u
it ended bad, very ugly
it took us months to finally talk to each other
and now, u're really family to me
but we lost one of our own last year
it wasn't easy
we were the inseperable trio for years
yet we seperated
well at least we're happy now
as for him
all i can say is i'm sorry
(and tis is wat we have in common)
i never meant to hurt u, but i juz needed time to straighten things out
i wanted a win win decision,and yea tat didn't work out
i finally noe how u feel now
the fear of losing something u thought u had a firm grip on
the fear of losing something u care alot
the fear of losing something u love..
its terribly terrifying..
i'm sorry i didn't noe tat, and i put u through all this
and now all i can do is to wish u all the best and thank you
No one can be with you forever
tat's something i have to learn now
one day our families would leave us
our frends would have their own lives
people come and go
they leave foot steps, memories, lessons..
so i guess wat we can do is to appreciate and cherish whoever is with us now
one more thing
never give up o anyone who means something to u
yen, u were once part of our family and i tried, really tried
as for ling, thanks for not giving up on me
thanks for believing that we could go back to wer we started
and now for me
i'm not giving up on u cuz we came a very long way
it was hard for both of us
many tears shed, many sleepless nights
how i wish i could hold u all night long
feel u here with me and ur heart beat
if u ever wonder why
its becuz its soothing, like the sound of the ocean
i dunno why but i juz like it =/
my mom used to say tat babies like to lie on anyone's chest when they're crying
becuz they can hear and feel the person's hear beat
and den they'll stop crying..
I'm not perfect
in fact i have many flaws
i'm lazy, i'm untidy, i'm loud, i'm noisy, i'm not all girly-girl
i'm not good with words, i don't noe wat to do or say to make u feel better
i'm better at texting rather den talking -.-
guess maybe i'm kinda a coward too
but wat i do noe is tat u mean alot to me
i miss u everyday, more den i ever knew i would
i never stopped thinking abt the necklaces i lost
i like to think lol -.- ALOT
i can keep going on and on but i rather not
it feels like i'm insincere or complaining lol
(but i'm not ofcuz ><)
and i juz like to keep somethings between us, not to the world
i have no idea wat the hell am i blabbering abt
so i'll juz stop here..
♥ u bii
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