Mmm went to malacca today.

went to a gyne.

cuz i was having eh period pains.

So she was saying tat i was quite prone to a disease called

"Endometriosis"

its a eh... well i dunno how to explain see for urself here.

u noe old ppl used to say,

gurls have to marry early get pregnant early

its actually a prevention on tis disease haha.

but den now ofcuz kenot la!

one thing we can do is to de-stress urself.

cuz stress is also a factor.

我其实无话可说。

对，因为我一直知道之前的事没那么简单就决绝了。

也许我太敏感。

也许我想太多。

很多的也许也许。

但是这并不是重点。

看到后，拿起电话问乌龟。

“是我是你啊？”

然后才知道发生什么事。

这种事，虽然我没有经历过。

我也帮不上什么忙。

可是，只想让你知道。

这种事，并不是你我，你爸妈，要的啦。

只能慢慢去面对。

是，你会不开心，烦恼。

可是，大人的事，只有他们才能决绝。

最终，如果还是分开。

也是决绝方法中，最后的选择了。

因为，与其每天在一起是吵吵闹闹，不如分开大家都开心。

爸妈吵。

可是他们还是会想到孩子们的。

可能我们起初看不到，但是他们的决定往往都是为孩子们好的。

但是，如果没事当然是最好。

我并不是要说他们会怎样，但是最后路如果走到哪里了，也得面对吧。

我知道，其实我没什么资格来这么说。

但是，心里有个声音说：“不能不管，至少得对你说这些。”

如果不行，就轰轰烈烈的哭一场吧。

如果在家不方便，可以到我房间，我不介意。

把所有不开心的通通发泄出来。

然后才慢慢站起来。

人生有起有落，

可能这次的打击特别大，但是你还是要爬起来。

也许，我并不是旁边那个，一直为你加油打气的人。

但至少，我曾经是有给予你些鼓励的人吧。

不要把所有的事憋在心里。

如果不要对人说，拿支笔张纸，写下来然后把它烧掉。

至少，有个output。

发泄，是正常的,是健康的。

在黑暗的隧道里，总会有一丝光出现的。

这些，不完全是我说的。

一些是我妈的建议。

因为，毕竟他也是家长嘛，知道比较多。

拜一，来学校，如果需要来找我。

我很乐意的给个拥抱，

因为如果是我，我最想要的就是个拥抱。

如果你觉得不需要没关系。

不用勉强什么。

最后，送你这首歌。虽然有点不ngam，但是真的，你要有勇气去面对一切。

Mmm haven update in a while.

too lazy i guess.

Tis few weeks went quite fast in fact.

starting to worry about year-end

but still, i'm too drawn away by Wen's harry potter books!

been dying to read them after i watch harry potter and the deathly hallows part 2!

currently reading the 4th one. Goblet of fire.

Lets see,

tis morning i had a weird dream.

with Ivy and Ling in it.

weird though tat ling was bathing xD

and there was a guy...

i never knew who was he, but i was sitting close to him.

very close indeed.

but i dunno who was it LOL!

weird right?

And ugh!

stomach sibei pain tis morning.

couldn't even eat finish my breakfast.

haih dang sien.

Oh well..

have to go miss shi later!

Stupid

stupid

stupid

stupid

stupid

stupid

stupid stupid stupid stupid!

Mmm, today's class is not bad.

learned new thing for LK, which i still dun understand =o.

its okie, i'll understand it soon~

AND AND!

i failed my grade 8 piano exam C=.

as i thought~

+ yamaha only got 1 person who passed.

i got 7x marks =|.

well i knew tis saw comin'

i'll try hard to pass next year!

Mmm, i like tis song.

i have goose bumps when she sing the chorus.

我不会累

只怕没人提醒我该怎么追
只怕想不起最单纯的梦
怕不再轻易动容

挫折的风
会训练胆小的翅膀成熟
越不安越要勇敢的挥动
找到属于我的天空

就算告别时带着一点泪
未完待续的故事会更美
我要的世界 存在你耳边
细数每个成长体会 平凡却最真的声线

我唱的永远 是不管天多黑
點燃心愿就能看见
为你不曾熄灭 筑梦的引线

♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♪♫~♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♪♫~♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♪♫~♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♪♫~

挫折的风
会训练胆小的翅膀成熟
越不安越要勇敢的挥动
找到属于我的天空

就算告別是带着一点泪
未完待续的故事会更美

我要的世界 存在你耳边
细数每个成长机会 平凡却最真的声线

我唱的永远 是不管天多黑
点燃心愿就能看见
为你不曾熄灭 筑梦的引线

我会捧着跌跌撞撞却更倔强的脸
讲故事继续编写
燃烧的信念 绝对够撑到梦想实现

我要的世界 存在你心间
关上双眼就能感觉
彼此的鼓励再涌现

我唱的永远 是不管天多黑
点燃回亿就能找回
曾经那么认真 勇敢的起点

And, i really wanna share tis video.

its dang touching.

wow, which gurl in tis world wouldn't wan a guy like tis?

i noe its long but

gurls! really watch tis =').

guys! watch tis too~

Wao, sch started =o

quite boring actually

every morning i go to sch, sit down on my chair,

and juz dun feel like talking or anything~

Mmm enuff of sch stuff!

check out my new ring and fishboneee =)

Haha, cute?

the fishbone is for earphones C=

at least i dun nid to untangle my earphones everytime i wanna use 'em.

oh and the ring, is juz for fun actually le =).

Hehe, its abit small =C.

and check out here to see the meaning of wearing a ring on which finger C=.

and and~ its in chinese too.

Ohh ya! today's supperr xD

hehe, steam wholemeal bread with butter & kaya!

Mmm mmmmm~ <3

always lurve butter kaya x).

toast ones too!~

Tis song is not bad actually.

i lurve the malay gurl.

and her part too! i like her voice C=.

Nights`

Mmm..holidays?

left 1 day~

and wat have i've been doing =)?

1. sleeping
2. watching shows/tv
3. playing with my lappy
4. slacking

Dang! i've seriously wasted my holidays =D!

but oh well, wat else can i do?

Study? ehe, not now, not when i'm not feeling stress abt exams.

Homework? forget it, i always leave to the last min x).

Piano? initially, yeah tat was my plan. BUT! ohh well =o.

See how lazy i am!?

yup, just the way i am~

and weird! a pimple pop-ed up right at the centre of my forehead =O!

Speaking of my forehead?

I SWEAR! I SWEEEAAAARRRRR~!

Imma not gona cut my fringe short until it only covers my forehead.

Yeap! just like demi's, but mine's shorter.

seriously! SERIOUSLY does not suit me.

i'm miserable now =O.

but its okay~ i'll grow back C=

Anyways,

i'm gona have to get ready for finals!

i'm aiming for as much As as i can get.

maybe 9 or 10 out of 11 =|?

my biggest problem is chinese (oh yeah chinese babehh xD)

and history @_@ and maybe malay x)

triple science i can manage, others are quite okay actually.

Mmm, i have something to say.

*clears throat* (LOL) To ling:

just to let u noe tat i have been checking on ur forum thingy =)

in case u wonder why i never commented or anything.

i'm juz lazy to log annd stuff =O.

lurve ya, <3.

And finally~

i miss ya (?).

Mmm, just wanna share tis song which i lurve alot.

the lyrics are really really naise.

here there are.

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

你到底怎么啦。。