Midterms is kinda killing me already
especially intro to mass com
so many stuff to study and remember
i dun even noe whether i can remember anything anot
anyways wish me luck ><


Blew today's chance
oh well
didn't mean to =/
2molo no time somemore =O
aiya nvm la
next time =x
anyways decided to go sg tis fri
becuz i get to go JPO lol
and mk's gona bring me go walk walk
and we'll be heading back after breakfast on sat
so yea there's still time to meet up
and ofcuz supper <3 br="" nbsp="">
Short post
sleep now, wanna go to bed
nights b



♥ u babe
#X

不要怀疑，我是为了你而犹豫的...
若你说留下，我就留
若你说去，我就去
因为，本小姐已经被你牵去了...


English was a lil hard
hope i did okay
next up is IMW online quiz 
intro to mass com and media appreciation test
lots to absorb and to remember 
gotta jiayou! 
not much time left
anyways juz a short post 
nothing much to say
time for bed
sleep tight b 



♥ u babe
#X

Yea so i bet everyone is interested in tis right now
so i'll juz post a pic of it
not to show off or anything
its juz to share my results

Yeah its a good result
8As and 3B+
but it wasn't awesome to me
weird thing is i always get funny resutls during my major exams
i knew i could do better den tis
i got a band4 for MUET
weird is my 1119 got a B3 and A in spm
i guess i didn't do as well as my MUET
i was a lil disappointed at myself
but hey! i'm over it right now x)
tis ain't important anymore!
cuz wat matters is my foundation right now


So we had our "board meeting" on wed late night
so good to be with my besties again
felt so me again
laughed like a mad woman talked as loud as i wanted to
and our signature high 5s!
so we didn't sleep at all tat night
great catching up with em
lurve u guys so much


Too bad we didn't take pics
i dunno why we didn't take any pics
was still shaking with our results i guess
went for a karaoke session after tat
to be honest i was super pissed at u
dammit u were the one who said i made ppl look forward to thurs
not becuz of our results but our gathering
damn u for not showing up
damn u for saying tat u duno we're going
damn u for everything!
i really dun like ppl behaving tis way
promising u'll show up and cabut


Anyways mid terms start 2molo
english paper 1st
good luck to me!


♥  u babe
♥  y'all too  #X 

P.S cool my 200th post haha xD

两三天没有你的晚安
有点失落，不过也有值得开心的事
等你，好像已经变成了习惯
习惯电话一直开着wifi，等你等到得睡了才睡
是好事，是坏事？
一半一半吧哈哈，我不懂
只希望你安全回到家 =)

♥ u babe! nightsss

至于三个小时 away 的你们
拜四不见不散！
拜四不封不回家！
谁放飞机就中我99！
x)

也 ♥ y'all !

Weird i wanted to go to bed already
but i juz felt that i had to blog 1st before i sleep lol
i dun really have anything to write abt today
maybe i juz nid to throw my thoughts out here before i can sleep haha

I'm really looking forward to next thurs
to many it might be a nightmare
but to me is a dream
not becuz we are getting our results
but becuz we are having a chance to get together again
weird how i can hold on to something so long
i still can't let go of the life i had last year
its not that tis year isn't good
but maybe cuz i felt safer back den
safe in such a way that i noe they are always there

Weird how gals really nid to feel safe
do i feel safe?
haha i dun really noe at the moment
i guess i'll leave to destiny and time this time
its too tiring having to take everything in my own hands haha
anyways time for bed!
its late haha
nights d.

Honestly, sometimes when things happen
on the surface, it seems that i dun mind, i'm ok with stuff
but sometimes, i really take things personally..
i was not happy today
really not happy at all
deep down i noe why
question is did u realise?

Sometimes small lil details are often neglected
weird thing is i like looking at details
an action, or even a word
can make my day or ruin it
maybe i think too much
yea tat i admit,
but sometimes maybe its because i care
i care too much and i dun wanna lose it/u

Why don't i speak up u may ask
wat if i did, and it wasn't wat u were thinking?
wat if i did, and it wasn't even an issue?
wat if i did, and everything blew up?
wat if, wat if..
but wat if, it was wat u were thinking
and wat if, it was also on ur mind
weird how humans operate..

Getting stuck in the middle
aint a nice position to be in
it makes u think abt it so often and drives u mad
for one moment, u'll tell urself that yeah tis is wat i want
and the next, u might be thinking of giving up
i dun even noe wat am i crapping about
i guess i'm desperate to get an aswer
so that i noe wer am i standing..

♥ u

阿福

这个是要密码的！

给你的tips是...

去年在台湾！这个东东有两个z在里面

英文字来的哈哈

大的


知道你看到的机会不大
但是还是写在这里了
密码，并不难，我不用给tips应该知道吧
是华语字 =)

So sch has become quite busy
assignments and assignments all rolling in
work, more work and work lol
but its good to keep us busy
take things off ur mind of awhile
and i really mean awhile haha


So went back to Segamat last weekend
short visit
good thing i got together with my buddies
a short one though
but its ok for me, at least i got to talk to em!
miss y'all so much
and dang i miss the food too!
didn't get to eat wat i wanted to but oh well


Tat childish boi seems to still bother her
can't understand why
do kids now have this kind of thinking?
wat is love to them?
a game? some sort of trade?
i have no idea
well love has always been something we always didn't understand
at this age, maybe some of us crave for it
but to me, these things cant rush
the more u rush the chances of losing someone or something is higher
but at the same time, taking too slow seems to be too..
i dunno, its like u are stuck between going for it or letting it go
aint a nice position to be in!


Do i feel loved?
yeah i do
do i feel cared?
yeah i do
do i love?
yeah i think i do too..
big question now is, do U love?..

老天是在试探我吗？
在玩我吗？
老天也未免玩我太久了吧..
老天，4年啊，4年很长咧..


最近的心情很混乱
不过乱的也不错，至少偏向开心多一点
学校开始忙了
assignment 一个接一个来..
我这个人又是懒人
但至少我还做到了
课程说难又不是很难，说容易又不是很容易
至少同学们都很好玩
老师也蛮frendly 的
搬上来，虽然很不舍
但至少是个新的开始，蛮开心的


而你，那一天没你的消息有点担心
一直会注意你有没有online
一天没你的晚安，睡得有点困
不过至少第二天收到你的消息，放心了
其实也不知道自己担心什么，只想知道你回到家了
其实也不知道自己凭什么要担心，也许我真的跌进河了
虽然所聊的东西都很平凡，但对我来说很温馨
因为我感觉到，你真的有意思跟我聊
你问我有没有帅哥啊？
我也老实回答有啊！
但被怀疑，我没对他们动心过
因为对我来说，你要我跟一个陌生人一起
对不起我恐怕办不了


有时候在我还没问你之前
你就给了我答案
好奇怪，你还真的知道我像问什么
可能我好猜吧哈哈
那个称号，好陌生又好熟悉
但看到了，暗爽了一下
对你来说可能不是什么东西
但对我来说，这种小细节的意义很大
一个字，一句话，一个眼神
对我来说意义真的很大
惨了，真的跌进河里了
虽然跌得很自愿，但也得给自己找一个救生圈


感恩有你们
因为我知道你们就是我的救生圈
因为我知道我快要淹死时，你们一定会救我
但如果我在河里顺顺利利的飘着，
你们也一定会在这世界的某的角落祝福我
你们永远搬不出我的心了
要搬的话，跟我闹翻吧！x)
哈哈
爱你们
也爱你...

♥ u..