Soooo!
CNY eh, you can say its bitter sweet~
the sweet part is...
it was quite okay, compared to last years i guess haha
best thing ever was getting my 孔明灯!!
hehe! i've been wanting to play with tis for a year!
thanks so much bii, i know you purposely got them for me <3
u're the best :)
i'm also glad to see some familiar faces this year!
some that i've never seen since graduating!
As for the bitter, you can say i've learnt some things i should have known better
hmm, like people change! even the ones you less expected to, the ones you thought would always stay the way they are
and i start to understand that, we are all moving on
we are not in high school anymore, we are now living our lives in separate places with different people
now, we are just a living past tense of their lives
yes, we still have contact, but things change, circumstances change, attitudes change
i guess i'm still holding onto the past too tightly, and its time for me to move on too
not to say that we 'break up' and lose contact
but to understand that, people have new priorities in life
it might be you once, but it isn't anymore now
its time to respect and understand things has changed, and it is time to just keep what ever it is close to my heart and start focusing on what is going on around me
not clinging to the past, but accepting and embracing the present
Life is full of shit
tons of 'em
but everytime you go through it, you turn out even stronger
even though you might be wounded
they leave scars, but hey they are there for a reason
as a reminder of what you've successfully been through
I know at first it would be so damn painful
and you will be thinking, why the hell did this happen to me?
i believe that things happen for a reason
and i believe we cross paths with people for a reason too
some are meant to stay, and some are just meant to touch and go
some are here to teach you a lesson, and some are here for you to teach them a lesson
this might be a difficult time, but it'll get by eventually
look on the bright side!
now you've seen his true colours, and thank god its still early
people like him, doesn't even deserve you one bit
the one who truly cares about you, should put you before himself and not being a selfish, immature jerk
the one who truly loves you, couldn't even bare the thought of you getting hurt, let alone doing it himself
the one who truly deserves you, is someone who would protect you (physically and most importantly emotionally), even if it means getting hurt himself
i guess, life is about meeting the wrong people until you finally meet the right one
so when you finally meet him, you'll learn how to love and treasure him
i know for sure, that you'll get by this, coming out wounded but stronger
you've grown so much seen we've met and i'm so proud of you
keep fighting! you know we'll always be there for you, to catch you when you fall or give a boost when you need one
we love you :)
♥ u guys
♥ u bii
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♥ u bii
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