其实，被你喜欢是蛮幸福的事
怎么说呢？
就是很容易就感受到你的关心。
如果你要我说，我一点好感也没有的话，
这一定是个谎言。
但我知道，如果再继续下去对每个人都不利。
当时的我，心还在乱着
也许是因为时间的关系吧？
不是你不好，而是自己不好吧~
其实，如果你想要的东西，就应该去争取
不要老想到别人，忘了自己


而你呢？
老实说，那一个月是我这几年来最开心的一个月
我已经很久没感觉那种快乐了，
为何变成这样呢？
其实唯有我知道。。
说来说去，其实就是那几样东西。
但是却又一次一次的发生。
我已经觉得是到无药可救的地步了
我看了，都觉得。。一个字 —— 唉！
我已经不想再多讲了，没有必要啊
我倒不明白一件事，
何必一再而再的伤自己。


说实在的，我这一生中伤的人可多了。
你以为一直这样的伤人有那么好玩吗？
你以为真的很威吗？
我只知道，我看回去只看到自己好像是个恶魔
或好听点，仙人掌吧。
为何我这样做呢？
还不是因为不要再这样伤人下去
而现在，我唯能做的就是什么也不管
直到考完试后，上KL~
然后就让时间跟缘分做工吧！

I wonder.. Why am I feeling so down lately?
Trial is on going now for 3 weeks #booo!
Next week is going to be torturing
Sej, science subjects and I haven started any of those subjects!
Bm was okay.. Wasn't tat bad..
English too..but as usual I didn't have time to check my essay
Hope there ain't many grammar mistakes or it's bye bye
Paper 2 slept for 1 hour 45 min =O!


Anyways, I've been really bored and dun have the motivation and mood to study!
I noe it's really bad but wat can be done?
It's like nothing is cheering me up
Food? Music? Nah..
Wat to do?
I wanna play =/.. I wanna graduate~
I wanna drive, I wanna fall in love haha
Wat is love anyway? Never knew wat it was
Seeing my frend crying over her boi,
Complaining, tolerating..
It's really heart breaking..
We all thought it was going to be over, but I see why she continued
It's not going to be easy but I hope it's worth it.
It's hard isn't it? Being in a relationship?
Haih trial trial! Gotta try to focus, study and try to be happy too
=)