Sunday, February 20, 2011

无意间发现你有完forum.
也写了我们的事。也有非常多的replies.
是啊,很多人在骂我,很多人讲不稀罕这种朋友~
这件事,我也知道双方面都有错。

我现在已经尝试慢慢所谓的“和好”。
不知道你有没有发现。
因为,毕竟两者都被伤害,还是会有些尴尬。
我并没有说,4个人不好,只能3个人。
我承认,我现在也在孤单着。
我也希望,我们都可以有个简简单单的友情。
也许是我想太多。
也许是我把事情复杂化。
可是事情发生了,也不能挽回。

在这里我也跟你说声对不起。
至于,为什么一苑可以这么快和你和好,而我不能。
是可能,我比较,没一苑那么随和?
我希望你明白,那天我跟你说,不要忽冷忽热对一苑,
是因为我担心他,也可以说有点冲动。

是,可能我处理事情的方法不好。
也可以说很自私。
就像你朋友们的reply
“他根本没想到你的感受”
这里我说声对不起。
老实说,在那个时候。
我是在保护自己,同时的想帮你。
不管你相不相信,我无所谓。

我现在并没有要求什么。
只希望我们以后的路,不会像现在这么难走。
也谢谢你,在前几个post的鼓励。
加油。
You're the only thing i have left.
Dun keep anything like tis to urself.
It hurts when u juz kept quiet
Not letting me know.

It makes me feel tat u dun trust me.
Dun do tis to me please.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

It's true, tat i feel alone in school.
Having no one to talk to.
Walking to classes alone, to canteen alone.
Even during perhimpunan.
I tried to create chances for us to sit or even stand together.
But, they just went into their own world.
And i'm like an outsider.

To be honest, i am disappointed.
So i'm now trying to get use to be alone.
I avoid some questions, i do.
I dun turn to u guys whenever i nid to talk to someone.
Unless i'm really really down.

I get the feeling tat, u guys are 1 team.
I dunno why, whenever there's 3 best frends together.
One loses the game.

Yeah, i am having crappy days since CNY.
Tis year's CNY is the worst i ever had.
After CNY, there's more to come.
Not a single night without tears.
Thinking why, why did tis happen.
Why did things didn't go according to wat i wanted.

2molo is valentines.
Another same old valentines..to rot at home.

I care for u..i really do.
But i'm just scared to be hurt or disappointed.
Tc kay?
Happy valentines.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Feel so stupid. So dam stupid.
Why would I even believe? Believe in things tat will never ever happen.
Can somebody pls slap me =]?
Slap to wake me up...

c2pid tears, WHY MUST YOU COME OUT!
U got nth betta to do meh?
Luan...very luan...

都不知道,几时变得那么天真。
天真到酱笨!超级无敌的笨!
害我晚上睡不着觉,上课不能专心。
詹丽娴,你几时编导那么笨?那么蠢!
真的是笨!蠢! STUPID! IDIOT!