I understand the power of "sorry" now.

Seriously going nutz.

Damn it!

I wouldn't even care abt anything if u weren't my frend.

Just freaking spit out EVERYTHING u want to say.

We ARE in a GROUP,

If u have anything u dun like, spit it out.

OUR St John is GOING to fall!

Dammit, if WE can't work as a TEAM.

St John WILL fall.

你要我怎样去跟你讲话？

U lost hope of something that we used to love.

And seriously,

If u told me wat u were thinking,

None of tis would have happen.

U noe wat?

I'm am really REALLY tired now.

Tired of worrying

Aiya, will she be ok with tis?

Aiya, will she be mad if they did tis?

I feel like juz letting everything go.

So tat i can feel free.

So tat i wouldn't have so many problems.

Did you ever read tis thing of mine?

Did you ever wanna noe wat am i feeling?

Did you ever see me as a frend?

Did you? DID YOU?

Ya tis words IS sharp,

But I've told u be4, if u have anything

Call me, text me or even email me.

Dun freaking care if i have other things to do.

WAT ARE FRENDS FOR?!

To freaking be there for each other!

Dammit!

You make me feel like, you can't come to me.

Tat u dun consider me as a frend.

YOU, YOU!

I NOE u have lots of things tat u wanna spit out.

Please, juz hlp me out a little bit.

Let me feel like, I did not waste all my time and energy,

On building up tis few years of relationship.

Wake me up, and tell me wat I am writing now is all wrong

我一直在想，为什么，为什么！

为什么，我们的路就是那么难走。

为什么我们不能顺顺利利地走？

一件一件的事慢慢发生。

问题是，这些事不是把我们拉得更近。

而是把我们推得更远。

也许你觉得我要求的太多，

你就找别人说，好过你什么都闷在里面。

请你不要问为什么我这样，

我只是不懂要怎样面对了。

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Nice song. Good for throwing out ur voice.
Making me feel much betta, stress free =D

Drama finally over.

But still i never wanted to go for competition.

I asked, yeah i asked everyone "u wanna go ma?"

Everyone said "n.o."

After tat? Yay, got ppl say they really wanted to go~~

If y'all wanna go, y'all can juz say.

I'll try my best, to do as good as I can.

To let us go for competition.

Its becuz everyone said NO, tat's why i was acting tat way.

PLEASE. If everyone has something to say.

Den spit it out.

Dun wait until something didn't go the way u wanted, den u become upset.

I AM here for the group,

If OUR group really really wan to go.

I'll support!

F.R.I.E.N.D

I really dun understand tis word anymore.

Wth does tis word means?

If there IS something on ur mind, speak out!

We can try to work it out.

Ya, maybe the bois and the teachers see me betta, not y'all

But I'm tryin to get y'all inside,

To show and prove to the bois and teachers tat u CAN do something,

But y'all rather juz keep quiet.

We WANT to make tis camp a fun one,

A camp tat is fun for the members and us.

But if u remain silent, I dunno wat u guys think abt tis camp.

Later if it turned out something y'all really dun like,

Y'all get upset.

Tried and tried.

U noe wat? Maybe being a lil selfish, will make me happier?

I dun understand,

Why do y'all hesitate to tell me anything.

Juz spit everything out, let me noe wat are u thinking.

I told y'all, if u have any probs

Feel free to come to me.

I'll try to hlp if i can.

I bet y'all noticed tat,

I never talk to y'all abt my problems.

I have a feeling tat,

I can't count on u anymore, honestly i dunno why.

I lost right now. Seriously lost.

I shudn't have joined the group.

I never liked joining big group thingys.

I shud have juz kept my mouth shut.

Seriously dunno wat have i got myself into.

Tired, exhausted.

Please, i dun wan a time when,

I really REALLY juz give up everything.