Drama finally over.

But still i never wanted to go for competition.

I asked, yeah i asked everyone "u wanna go ma?"

Everyone said "n.o."

After tat? Yay, got ppl say they really wanted to go~~

If y'all wanna go, y'all can juz say.

I'll try my best, to do as good as I can.

To let us go for competition.

Its becuz everyone said NO, tat's why i was acting tat way.

PLEASE. If everyone has something to say.

Den spit it out.

Dun wait until something didn't go the way u wanted, den u become upset.

I AM here for the group,

If OUR group really really wan to go.

I'll support!

F.R.I.E.N.D

I really dun understand tis word anymore.

Wth does tis word means?

If there IS something on ur mind, speak out!

We can try to work it out.

Ya, maybe the bois and the teachers see me betta, not y'all

But I'm tryin to get y'all inside,

To show and prove to the bois and teachers tat u CAN do something,

But y'all rather juz keep quiet.

We WANT to make tis camp a fun one,

A camp tat is fun for the members and us.

But if u remain silent, I dunno wat u guys think abt tis camp.

Later if it turned out something y'all really dun like,

Y'all get upset.

Tried and tried.

U noe wat? Maybe being a lil selfish, will make me happier?

I dun understand,

Why do y'all hesitate to tell me anything.

Juz spit everything out, let me noe wat are u thinking.

I told y'all, if u have any probs

Feel free to come to me.

I'll try to hlp if i can.

I bet y'all noticed tat,

I never talk to y'all abt my problems.

I have a feeling tat,

I can't count on u anymore, honestly i dunno why.

I lost right now. Seriously lost.

I shudn't have joined the group.

I never liked joining big group thingys.

I shud have juz kept my mouth shut.

Seriously dunno wat have i got myself into.

Tired, exhausted.

Please, i dun wan a time when,

I really REALLY juz give up everything.