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Why cant it juz fade away? Why cant i juz live a life tat i never nid to cry? I wish i could juz go out and get knocked down by a car...how nice would it be =).

I never switch off my phone ever since i got it. But den...why did i do it ?! I could not even sleep last night..even though i had a minor headache... I forced myself to bed. And i woke up later after 2 hours...

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