I finally get it..
life's really weird u see
at 1st, i thought things would be a lil different from now
but its kinda not the way i wanted it to be
well yeah life isn't always wat u wan it to be

I was really really not to say mad but yeah a bit of everything,
at ur 1st reactions
but to think of it
i'm being selfish
its not like everyone in the world has the time and ok money
to juz further their studies so easily
most ppl have to earn it
not like us, given
i'm sry for thinking tat, wat?! its like i only go back once a "decade"
i get tat now, we have to keep to ourselves more already
cuz its not the same anymore
its never going to be the same anymore

I'll juz have to get used to occasional tea time
rather den HEY lets rock and roll x)
but tis is better, it makes it much more cherishable more valuable
more memorable =)


I'm officially going to Taylors already
orientation is on the 21st
and den i'm officially a taylor student
and my college starts there
its new, and a lil bit overwhelming to be honest
i'm thinking abt wat am i going to wear
wat am i going to do
will i meet frends? well ofcuz i will juz, they'll never replace my 2nd family
i love them too much <3 p="p">SO!
i've gotta start picking myself up and enjoy life x)
JyJy !