Haven updated in awhile..
didn't have the drive or the mood to
and now i'm here..

This blog, is full of all my emotions and thoughts
which not everyone or maybe no one noes about
i write when i'm down
i write when i'm confused
i write when i'm lost..
in hope that maybe u will noe wat i am going through

Who's the u?
who ever i'm referring to..
never liked to write out who am i talking about
because deep down, u noe and i myself noe who u are..




College has been quite busy with lots of video projects
and the super duper lazy me is kinda struggling
wer's the drive, the motivation
i think i lost that since a long time ago..
i didn't really have the motivation to study for SPM
and see wat i got..
tis is only my foundation year, wat's gona happen during my degree?
so scary juz to think of it..



So close, yet so far..
i do not noe whether we're close, or we're far apart..
sometimes i feel so close to u and yet sometimes so far..
i never understood u
never knew wat u liked, wat u dislike
all i knew was wat i felt..

Now, i feel like i'm clinging on to something so..
something that i really can't see
i don't noe wer it will take me
i feel so insecure...


无缘无故，没理由的流了眼泪
是不是最近太压力
还是又想起你我之间有多么的模糊
我不是像表面那么坚强
你不知道我内心有多么的脆弱
因为一句话，一个字
就能让本小姐流泪
饶了我吧
若要抓着我就请你抓紧
若没意思抓着我就请你松手，
好让我我慢慢地飘走
慢慢的疗伤，再慢慢的寻找下一个幸福...