I wont deny that i already miss you
but i have no choice but to restrain myself
i always knew that
there would be a time when this will come
i never wanted it to come
i always wanted to just avoid it
because it's just so painful..
apart of that
i don't have that much courage..
i really dunno wer am i going to find the courage when the time comes
i guess i just have to
cuz its not benefiting both of us
it's been so sweet and cozy
it's been all i've wanted
but i can't have it like tis
its too invisible, too unrealistic, too insecure..
sorry for being selfish but i want you
but really not like tis...

♥ u babe
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